Dead Inside
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
I have learned in my life;
Love is lost,
Vows are broken,
Couples seperated,
And feelings ripped apart.
Even through all this, I still live.
This is no metaphore, but what I have experienced.
I've looked down upon myself.
I've seen the inside of a pistol
And almost ended my life.
I took a deep breath and put it down,
Realizing that time changes things.
I must go through the hard times to get to the good.
Pain now insures me that pleasure will come later.
For now, I suffer with the deepest pain,
But still hold my head high.
What I was, What I am
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
At one time, I was happy.
My heart was lifted and flew among the stars.
Love made me blush with joy.
I looked forward to each day to start.
Now I'm left alone in this world.
Everything I was is gone.
I cry and feel like all is lost.
I sleep uneasyly and dread the morning.
I used to be sure about what I wanted,
Now I can't find it.
I found someone,
But I keep pushing away.
I've lost her.
I pushed her away.
I've lost what I wanted.
Now I can't get her back.
Oh, won't you please come back?
I need you to hold me,
To tell me that it'll be okay,
And to tell me "I love you."
What's Left
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
Heartach runs deep within me.
Anger coursing through my veins.
Sadness pouring from my face.
And wounder in my mind.
For a short time, I was happy,
Only for it to be ripped away.
The weight of the world crushing me
And my tears falling right back.
There is nothing left of this young man,
Who's world was shattered in an instant.
An empty shell remains of what was once great.
Love, peace, and happyness and all else that was good, gone.
This figure that used to be full of life,
Now nothing remains to be seen.
A blank expression,
Viloent impulses,
The Sun Rises
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
The sun rises and makes her hair glow.
It makes her skin shine with every ray of light,
And her hair gets blown by the soft breeze.
I'm locked in her gaze and I don't want to leave.
The sun rises and my heart is lifted by her love.
It makes me feel like I have fallen into a dream
And we belong together in this perfect embrace.
She's locked in my gaze and she doesn't want to leave.
The sun rises and we stair lovingly at each other.
It feels like forever, the forever I have always wanted,
And the world stops in its tracks just for us.
We're locked in each other's gaze and we don't want to le
Dead Inside
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
I have learned in my life;
Love is lost,
Vows are broken,
Couples seperated,
And feelings ripped apart.
Even through all this, I still live.
This is no metaphore, but what I have experienced.
I've looked down upon myself.
I've seen the inside of a pistol
And almost ended my life.
I took a deep breath and put it down,
Realizing that time changes things.
I must go through the hard times to get to the good.
Pain now insures me that pleasure will come later.
For now, I suffer with the deepest pain,
But still hold my head high.
What I was, What I am
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
At one time, I was happy.
My heart was lifted and flew among the stars.
Love made me blush with joy.
I looked forward to each day to start.
Now I'm left alone in this world.
Everything I was is gone.
I cry and feel like all is lost.
I sleep uneasyly and dread the morning.
I used to be sure about what I wanted,
Now I can't find it.
I found someone,
But I keep pushing away.
I've lost her.
I pushed her away.
I've lost what I wanted.
Now I can't get her back.
Oh, won't you please come back?
I need you to hold me,
To tell me that it'll be okay,
And to tell me "I love you."
What's Left
By: Azania Dragon "Robert"
Heartach runs deep within me.
Anger coursing through my veins.
Sadness pouring from my face.
And wounder in my mind.
For a short time, I was happy,
Only for it to be ripped away.
The weight of the world crushing me
And my tears falling right back.
There is nothing left of this young man,
Who's world was shattered in an instant.
An empty shell remains of what was once great.
Love, peace, and happyness and all else that was good, gone.
This figure that used to be full of life,
Now nothing remains to be seen.
A blank expression,
Viloent impulses,
Current Residence: Georgia, U.S.A. Favourite genre of music: anything exept religion, country, and Christmas Favourite style of art: any Operating System: Nothing right now MP3 player of choice: Philips Go Gear Vibe Wallpaper of choice: Painting of a famous Federation star ship Favourite cartoon character: Bambi. He's just so cool. Don't say anthing bad about him. Personal Quote: The needs of the many out weight the needs of the few, or the one.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Owl City
Favourite Writers
Me, Chrisopher Paolini (author to Eragon)
Other Interests
rain, the sky at night, Star Trek, Star Fox, reading, writing, drawing, dragons, anthropoids
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